hehehe well i loved this!!!!
every single bit of it. not happy about the "new normal" for you - but happy that you are finding peace and balance even in the midst of it and getting the help that you need! and not being afraid to reach out and ask everyone all the things you need to ask! :)

I also had a procedure done that is supposed to (and has been!!!) help immensely with some of the issues I've suffered with through our monthly friend LOL. so far its been amazing - it was an alternative to the hysterectomy (is this TMI for a comment?!?!?! hahahahahahahaha) but i do wonder what will happen around menopause time! After hearing your story - I'll still be prepping my heart for that coming too now!

ok - i'm about to run to your DM - but i'm so glad you're doing ok! haahhaaha I just looked at your account yesterday to check on you - and then you sent this to my DM!!! i think we were on the same wavelength lady - maybe you even wrote this before I wrote and I didn't know hahahahaha either way - i'm so glad you're doing better, and I know that you will thrive even in the midst of these trials. You have so many that love you! Truly love you. and isn't it wild that we all met and love because of the platforms that connected us??? hehehehe

you're an inspiration, my sweet friend. i love you