Well you picked a nice topic. I understand why you'd be frustrated. It's equally hard to be a believer among believers to. Unfortunately becoming a Christian doesn't miraculously empower the person with people skills. There are phases that a person goes through in their faith. Not to mention that true faith is about a relationship with a loving God. Yet so many people get lost in the rules and practises, because of this they attempt to force a religion onto people. I wish you tons success. I've found that God is never late. He knows a person's heart. I've met atheist that are better Christians then most Christians. Lol I pray that God protects you from anyone trying to impose their beliefs on you, and when the time is right he'll work his way into your life. :)