I totally get this @papacrusher! I've kinda' been going through something similar within my family. I left home when I was about 22 and only visited occasionally. I wished I had been there more often for a few in the family but it is what it is! I hope your grandmother has a lovely birthday!!
Thanks for the comment. I definitely have a love/hate relationship with my hometown. Geographically, it's amazing but people are the problem. I usually feel better if I sneak in and out without seeing anyone...lol
You're welcome!!