Yes you cannot give up now. You might want to get yourself a GPS. I like the Garmin maker. That way something is talking to you bringing you back home if you get lost. You might also want to look up the online book of your Department of Motor Vehicles. That will help you with some of the meanings of signs. The best thing to do is keep on driving. Also there are a lot of youtube videos on driving rules. Again the best thing to do is stay on the road and put in the hours. 20 years from now you will be helping others that have panic attacks when they drive.