Yes @kaliju Thank you for your encouragement and kind words. I am in a hard situation, it is just maybe I have been accustomed in a hard life and I am just fueled by my desire to survive and never give up until I had exhausted all the possibilities to keep myself afloat.
Just Thanks to God that there is this platform where I can get help from kind-hearted people that doesn't expect a return but are just have the understanding, care, love for other people like in my situation which is very hard in the deepest sense of the word.
God Bless you and thank you for the support.