A death of a loved one is something I haven't experienced, until a few months ago. My grandma died after being in a coma for 2 weeks. Even though I know it was going to happen sooner or later, when it actually happened, it hit me hard. When I came home from school and saw my mom crying it broke my heart. You can never be prepared for those kind of things and I wish that to no-one. After my grandma's death I realized life is too short to worry about stupid things. Do what makes you happy and don't let people bring you down.