Friend really I laughed a lot with that "I was angry because I did not have a bike" hahaha. It may seem crazy and laugh but it really makes sense. Sometimes we want things that we do not have and that causes frustrations, which cause disorders in our personality. The best thing would be to learn how to handle it. There are chances that when you get what you want things will change for the better or just stay the same. I definitely hope you get your bicycle soon, but you must take care of the cold. You will have your new life because you deserve it and have worked hard for it. Also imagine the joy of Astro when you see the bicycle. hahahahaha