Wow, Nedspeaks. What an amazing thing to do for a stranger. I've had this for around 2 decades. I had a period of 8 pretty good years where I was functional and doing pretty well. It was still there but I didn't get triggered that often. I moved away to another state and all of the sudden it was severe again. I'm working on getting treatment right now. I've been looking for months but I think I've finally found a really good therapist. I'm just waiting on the paperwork right now. I'm hoping I can talk about this stuff from a more positive space soon :) Thank you so much. It's people like you in the steemit community that just make my heart happy :)