I agree completely and I am in the same situation. I also hate the way society is set up and I am sicked and tired and burnt out with everything. My Mom keeps asking if I could take a vacation to make me feel better and I always say no because 4 days or a week is just long enough to make me never want to go back to work again. It's not enough to relax and restore me. I want a six month "vacation" where I go commune with nature and feel all of the bullshit from the last 15 years melt away. Clear my head so I can figure out what I really want to do with my life.