Dear @hopehuggs,
I have found Steemit to be an inspiration for me, an outlet for creative expression and my interactions with others on here have been friendly. When I have been able to immerse myself in writing a story, I can forget my negative emotions. As for drugs, I don't get the option; I have to follow the doctor prescribed treatment plant endorsed by my disability insurance (and probably big-pharma.) I don't think they do much of anything. Meditation is always helpful. The biggest struggle for me is not knowing what I should be doing, but finding the motivation and courage to put myself out there and create the life I want.