Once I was about to drown, it was only seconds and it's a horrible and very exasperating feeling ... I was just a girl and I remember it as if it were yesterday ... Wanting something like needing to breathe is really something you really crave .. and of course ... one may want to pay the price ... but there are times that the price is also unattainable ... But working according to what you want is the main thing ... not stop fighting for what really you want... and well ... the miracle will come at some point .. perseverance and more perseverance.