Thank you. I just put a bit more information at the end of my post. If you see the hand holding the glass continues as a painted hand on the body. The hand taking the glass is the only hand which has control, the one pulling the strings, holding a key in the darkness in the middle of the painted body. It is a condition on the edge between life and death, neglecting love, family, everything. I believe the core of the problem comes from the early childhood. I read also a lot about epigenetic and prenatal stress, the problems of the first years of the child, the amount of touch, love and care a child gets are so important for the rest of his/her life. If there is a lack ot it certain hormons cannot be developed. This time is also the important if the person will have heavy depression tendencies or not. I hope this and the updated information are more clear;))