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Thank you @arcange for the mention... of course I have declined payout for this post.

So did I when I lost my friend while at SteemFest 1. All in your honor.
The loss of a good friend is invaluable.

I had no idea... We were all so excited about Steemfest, we failed to notice your sorrow. I am really sorry @arcange. And what a great post, how true this numbness that you mention when you don't really know how you are feeling.