This pic was taken right after I was diagnosed ... and didn’t really know what was going to happen ..... I felt like my life was falling apart !
I have grown a lot these last few months ...and learned a lot of life lessons ..... I have come to terms with the fact that things don’t always work out as planned ... and that when you love someone... truly love someone .... you really want to see them happy .... even if it means they are happy without you.... even if it means the love they had for you is gone .... finding true love now a days is rare.
I’m okay with being alone .....someone once told me ... he rather be alone ... than with someone for the wrong reasons ... or with someone because he settled.... or he is comfortable ... he was right ! I hope that he too remembers that too !
Very beautiful, very moving ... Life is basically an immense landscape of knowledge, with the difference that everyone holds that touches him more like a man. As for love ... You know to give it generously, for you, because you decided it was your choice ... Neither to take back, nor why it should ... Only for you ...
I can give my love generously to my children ... to family .... but I have learned that everyone doesn’t deserve your love .... everyone won’t apprecial your love .... everyone won’t want your love .... so as difficult as it is ... you shouldn’t be so generous with your love .... be very cautious who you let and who you give it to.
Diagnosed with what?
I was diagnosed with cancer.
Oh...my mum had breast cancer as well. Free now. You'll beat it with ur healthy lifestyle :) Gonna keep up with ur postings more :)
Sorry your mom had to go thru that ... glad she is cancer free now .... thanks :)
💔 You are so strong and brave. 🖤 praying for you and that God removes and cures you. It takes a strong person to let go of someone they love to see them happy. One day you’ll find true happiness and I can’t wait to hear all about it! 🤗
Thanks... I don’t know about the strong and brave part ... of you knew me a few months ago .... I don’t think you would agree ... there was nothing strong or brave about me .... I was scared ... and hurt ... and angry .... I was told that time heals you .... I don’t think it’s time that heals you ... Some wounds don’t heal ... you just learn to live with the wounds and scars.
Congratulations @anonymity5! You have completed the following achievement on Steemit and have been rewarded with new badge(s) :
Award for the number of upvotes
Click on the badge to view your Board of Honor.
If you no longer want to receive notifications, reply to this comment with the word
STOP
To support your work, I also upvoted your post!
Do not miss the last post from @steemitboard:
SteemitBoard World Cup Contest - The results, the winners and the prizes
Congratulations @anonymity5! You have completed the following achievement on Steemit and have been rewarded with new badge(s) :
Award for the number of comments received
Click on the badge to view your Board of Honor.
If you no longer want to receive notifications, reply to this comment with the word
STOP
Do not miss the last post from @steemitboard:
SteemitBoard World Cup Contest - The results, the winners and the prizes
I really hope that you are doing okay. I have seen your last few posts and it seems like you are dealing with a lot right now. Please respond to one of my comments and let us know you are okay. You seem to be a brave strong woman, who is too hard on herself. Give yourself a break.
Thanks .... I’m doing okay .... my life has had some ups and downs .... but I’ve pulled thru it all. .... I’ll be okay :)