I loved your story. I am also aware that I was not made to be an employee all my life. I am still in this insightful search for stability and economic independence through my own work. But, and you know, it's maddening not to find permanent solutions, I hope steemit can help me make money. The truth inspired me a lot by uploading content and I feel that this is not yet appreciated, but I am constant. Thanks for inspiring me.