Thank you very very much for spreading the word, @jeeberwick!
I have tried ayahuasca for the first time few years ago and the experience was so intense that I had to take a long time to process before doing it again. I still remember all the feelings I had... from pain going through guilt, fear, regret (for doing it, as you said, hoping for it to end) and then acceptance, relief, forgiveness, gratefulness and finally love. It's impossible to describe the feeling I had when undestood enought to fully forgive myself for all the pain I caused to others. At the same time, by forginving myself I could move to the stage of forgiving everyone else and let in all the love comming in my direction.
I cannot express how touching it was to hear about your experience.
Really, thank you!