Jeez, I know the feeling! I've always wanted freedom and to work for myself. But now, I'm almost begging for a bit of structure, regular hours, someone to manage me/my work (to a degree) and a particular place to go to. This all sounds suspiciously like a job ;). I definitely prefer to be my own boss (when things are going well, for sure) but there are certainly growing pains. Some sort of routine and balance are vitally important. All part of the process I guess! :)