Thanks for the long and Nice realy, its confusing and maybe like you say, if there is no real evidence then they just say....its not exist. Stil after i see non duality and no Free Will i still Get so confused. Like you say we are then programma's robots and thats sounds terrible....maybe Some thing is using us. The strainge thing is that there are good people and bad people All without Free Will, so it seems there is evil and good. But even budha say that we have no Free Will...Einstein say the same but he say we are create or world with out minds....IM lost now haha