awww @cali-girl. im glad you expressed it on steem. I have days where i feel exactly like you do.
I love the picture of that cat. Some days I don't wanna feel anything and just "not give a fuck!!!!"
That's a load to take on, work and physical health. Thank you for being active on steem. sometimes, its my outlet too!
Sometimes it does feel like taking care of health is a full time job... I try to keep the creative juices flowing and stay positive, but some days I just can't do it. I keep trying though. :)