My prayers for you my friend, i could feel your pain right now as i have 3 very young kids. And the job can come and go at anytime, i have a job right now, i love it so much, but hope that i could have my own business or something im passionate about. Im sure this challenge will push you through a positive or negative situation, eithers ways be mindful of you decisions as no matter what the circumstances?'c you will always get through the day, God is always with you no matter what! "This too shall pass"