Today I join the participation with my story for the Supernatural Writing Contest, thanks @jerrybanfield for your iniciative and @budgets and @gmichelbkk for the sponsors.
This is my experience very close to death ... An encounter with my supreme being.
It is difficult to decide, which of my experiences near death, to tell you, then, to tell the truth, there have been many ...
I am very grateful to God for giving me, not a opportunity of life, but several times, because from a young age I experienced the trance of death.
On this occasion they told me that they left me very marked and that they confirmed that there is a superior being who leaves us the opportunity to continue or finish, our days on this plane ...
Being very young, I suffered a very strong pneumonia ...
A heavy pain in the chest is killing me ... the doctors diagnosed that it was a consequence of the strong pneumonia, nevertheless, began to feel other symptoms, such as: pain in the left side, uncontrollable blood pressure ... went up and down to the extremes , cyanosis and irremovability in the left... all these symptoms were very accentuated for me, and although they notified the doctors, they went unnoticed, since they focused on only one diagnosis ... pneumonia.
Despite my constant recurrences to the emergency of the hospital, they did not order hospitalization to study the case ...
One day very early, after several days of struggle with symptoms, when I tried to get up from the table, after breakfast, I felled that I could not hold my body upright, and almost instantaneously when I got up, I fell back sitting on the chair where I was ... the chest pain continued to threaten me, as I could, almost over my strength, I managed to get up, and at that moment someone asked me ... do you feel good? ... I answered ...
I felt, that my spirit, left my body ... Ave Maria purest! My sister exclaimed ...
I barely got to the room and fell asleep ...
After many hours of sleep, my sister decides to wake me up, because she thought I had slept a lot ... it is when she realizes my state of unconsciousness and decides to ask for help from a neighbor doctor who comes to evaluate the situation ...
Holy God! ... there are no vital signs ... run, take her to a hospital to be seen ... ask her to do an electrocardiogram ...
Fuente
The doctors were very busy, so I stayed for several hours on an emergency stretcher without receiving even the proper care ... Finally, and thanks to the arrival of a family member who was working at the time of the hospital emergency, I managed to be visible to the doctors ... With their help we got the investigation started, they ordered a Rx, laboratory tests and the electrocardiogram ...
The results spoke for themselves ... I was suffering from a heart attack! However, the doctor denied completely what the results of the exams said and he said: for me, this is the product of the same pneumonia ...
At that moment the outbreak occurred ... finally ... yes, it was a heart attack.
My state of unconsciousness continued ... they called me by my name, they shouted at me ... they shook me ... inside my lethargy; I was wondering ... Why do they scream, why do they shake me? I listen to them; I can see them, I am awake ... What is happening? ... I could see people walking through the site, people were running towards me, they put oxygen in me, they beat me in the chest with some devices ... and I kept asking myself ... Is all this necessary? I feel good…
I spent several days in my lethargy, it was a great choice to feel in two planes at once ... and at the same time, I debated the decision to stay with my children, who were still very young or enjoy that beautiful spiritual plane where I was ... there it feels wonderful, everything is bright, colorful, beautiful, healthy, nothing hurts you, nothing worries you ... only the constant calls of attention of my sister who accompanied me and took care of me in the hospital, day and night, I managed to get out brief moments of my lethargy, but nevertheless that wonderful feeling, of being in that superior plane, it always won the game and I was again in that deep sleep ...
The doctors, on the other hand, continued denying the possibility that they could save my life, by then they had decided to put me a cardiac device (pacemaker) because my heart had been seriously injured and it was the only solution that I was offered to save my life, but ... a new heart attack attacks my heart ... and there were three of them with that ... the doctors did not give a good prognosis, the possibility of the pacemaker is dismissed ... it was not worth placing it ... only a miracle could save me ...
The doctors notified the seriousness of my health and even authorized the visit of the family members to say goodbye to me ... my sister called the priest of the community to anoint the holy oil ... there was nothing to do ... with much faith , my sister, who raised me as her daughter, launched a powerful decree ... in the name of GOD, with this sacred anointing you will rise from that little bed ...
That's when I had a decisive conversation with my supreme being on that higher plane ... I remember that I repeated to that being ... (it was an incandescent light) ... I can not stay ... my children are very small and they need me ... and I also said ... yes ... here it is very beautiful but my little children are so small , I need time ... unless the older ones get out of high school and the youngest turns fifteen. I began to realize that I was feeling suffering for them, something that did not correspond to that plane because in my ecstasy of love for that plane, initially, I did not feel it ... I was waking up! ...
Suddenly ... I opened my eyes and many days had passed ... many of my family had come to say goodbye, sadness invaded the place, everyone, had the full security, that I would not live ... it was breakfast time, my sister offered me some eat, she haven't longer hope, already ... I answered with full security ... no, I can not eat anything, because if I eat, I can not operate ... the madness ... many tears came ... poor, is already hallucinating ... my sister insisted offering me of eating ... ignoring what I said because She thought it was part of the detachment ... I was dying! ...
Weeping and more crying was heard in the room ... and I, breaking the atmosphere told them ... He; He told me that today they will operate me! ... Who told you that? I answered ... He, The Lord ... Holy God, she is dying, they repeated ...
At that moment, the doctor arrived to pass his morning magazine ...
Surprise! Everything is in order; By chance, she has had breakfast? ... asked the doctor ... my sister, of course, answered him, what I had told him ...
She says she can not eat anything because they're going to operate ... and he answered, yes, I'm going to operate, I must take advantage of everything is in order to operate ... The doctor said: GOD thank she had not eaten anything because it must be right now because tomorrow, it is not known what can happen ...
That's how I got my first cardiac pacemaker at thirty-six years old ... today I'm sixty-four years old and I've survived thanks to the pacemakers that have been three until now ...
Thanks to that and many other opportunities that GOD has given me, I have been able to educate my children and grandchildren, of which I am very proud ...
Life has taught me that we are children of GOD. God depends our life and our time here on this plane.
Really, I hope than you like it, and you understand that God never abandons us and that miracles exist...
God bless you...
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