Yeah I guess. But it's hard to seperate emotion tho man. Once you feel "beaten" down it's hard to get back on the horse. I tried to "Live off steem for 30 days" thought that'd be interesting, bring some advertising onto the streets, contact radio stations etc.
No one gave a fuck tho they just want to see tits, so i'm pretty much going to delete all my former content and go back to what I do best on the internet and that is trolling.
Yeh before I joined Steemit I was a compassionless internet troll who wasn't valued so posted shit.
Atleast that shit was fun, putting so much effort into stuff is stressful and hard only to be ignored.
i am interested what merch did you get done?
Look at it this way: Some people start full businesses and put in their entire life's savings only for it to fail. This is peanuts by comparison.