Welcome @rehanben. That was a touching intro post.
I admire you. despite all the horrid experience you appear to have lived and are still living, I can feel through your words that you have a lot of love to offer to the world.
I hope that with your experience in Steemit, you will see that alternatives where helping each other, supporting the weakest, providing moral support, love and friendship to those the most in need etc. exist .
Your heart seems to be strong, you are most welcome among us!
Thank you so much!