Awesome post. I too lost most of my 20s to something I will evasively call Bullshit, though I can't put the blame at the feet of any bacterium, so have to deal with the guilt of having wasted all this time...but will most certainly be following your channel to see how one might go about rebuilding oneself after such a long stretch of time not being oneself. You seem to have a good handle on the process. Judging by this post at least. It is inspiring to see you've maintained a sense of humor/creativity throughout your various tribulations. May your ideas copulate like rabbits & populate the platform :)