Experiment that's all :) Don't take it personally. Besides from you have wrote here you are an incredibly strong person. I've posted some experiments on here while I was trying to find my groove. Some of them were just plain stupid. But I was experimenting LOL. I'm still finding my groove but I'm doing all right. I imagine my writing will continue to evolve who knows to what. That's the creative process :) Welcome to Steemit I've been here a couple months now. I love it and i hope it sticks around. Hope you do, too :)