Welcome to Steemit @matjun! :c)
I must admit that I found your rolllercoaster of an introduction post to be bemusing and impressive at the same time. The expose' really comes through.
And for a 19 year old to reflect deeply upon existential questions seems almost injust - early. :c) Technology, Music, Education and Entrepreneurship - these are petals that add to your flower. I sincerely look forward to learning more about you and your thoughts.
Since you're new here, a quick read through this post may prove helpful.
Hello! Thank you very much for the recommendations, I will keep them in mind! a greeting