@claireremz welcome to the steemit family. Here to support with a Follow and UpVote.

Cannot emphasize how positive you are as a person, when you wrote "I am experiencing so much abundance in my life now despite the simultaneous upheaval. Destruction can be beautiful too."

"I get the opportunity to rebuild my life with new friends, and stronger hands" - It'll be all worth it eventually.

Rooting for you!