You are so brave for telling your story and putting yourself out there like this! I’ve had a somewhat familiar experience. Had a kart accident 2 years ago. I could only lay down for 2 weeks and after that only sit down for months... gained a lot of weight as well because of this. Still trying to do better and being more healthy. So I feel ya girl. But you are beautiful no matter what size you are. You belong in this world and make it more beautiful by just being you.