Hi, something in your post I have to reply to. There is nothing sad about you being gay! Nothing! You are exactly as you should be! Made this way ya know? And there is nothing to be sad about with that! Love is love and always to be celebrated, gay or straight! Much luck for you in your life!
thank you so much :) .. yes i must be proud and happy..
We only get the one life (as far as we know anyway lol), never wise to waste it apologising for who you are eh? If you believe in a creator God who made you, who is perfect and whose creation is perfect as well, then it's your duty in your belief to love yourself as you were created. Happy, well, that comes n goes, but self love is a strong foundation for all your emotions to flow from.