As I go through all my past post here in ‘Steemit’ and read back my introduction post;-

https://steemit.com/teammalaysia/@heartbeat1515/my-introduceyourself-heartbeat1515

I notice that I haven’t introduce myself properly.

So, today I choose to re-write my introduction post again.

My name is actually Juika Frederica Poritoh. I am a Kadazan Sabahan women and I work as a physical therapist in Kota Kinabalu, Sabah.

I don’t have any special talent but I do have a lot of things that I like to do, such as:-

• Singing : It helps me to enjoy my life but not as a performer. I just like to sing whenever I feel bored, lonely, sad, happy, just being silly as in conclusion.. I just love singing but just to myself, my husband and people close to me. I can’t sing on a stage.. I’ll lose my voice.. (Luckily I have a husband that also love singing and music so much that he complete my life)

• Writing a song lyrics : Not as a composer but sometimes I just tend to write a song about how I felt or If I want to treasure that feelings or if I’m having difficulty to express my feelings..I’ll transform it into a song. Here is one of my lyrics but it is in my own language which is kadazan. I wrote this song for my first miscarriage baby.

Alaid noh do minindad zou do koikatan nu/I have been waiting so long for your arrival
Humansan zou do tikid tadau miampai saviavi ginavoku/I have been hoping everyday with all my heart
Do koikot ko baino doiti id koposizonku/That you will come today, into my life
Om mogovit ko no do kanavaon om tiak kaandasan/And you will bring light and laughter of joy

Kahansanan diti ginavoku notuhuk di minamangun/My wish has been granted by the Lord
Kounsikaan diti ginavoku miagal ko oigit ku ilo tavan/This happiness in my heart, like I can touch the cloud
Do minikot ko id koposizonku sundung do toluai nopo/That you’ve come into my life even though just for a while
Om di minamanau ko noovit nu ngaavi ie kounsikaan ku/And on the day you went away you bring together all my happiness

Iziau noh Ie Evangeline ku/You are my Evangeline
Minogovit ko abal tosonong/You have bring good news
Sundung potuu do aino ko di do baino/Even though that you are not here anymore
Nga au ku ie olingan ie Evangeline ku/But I won’t forget my dear Evangeline

• I love to make quotes of my own, for my own motivation and also I would like to share my mind-made quotes with all of you.

*The name Juimoi New Beginning came from a combination of my name and my husband name and how we start a fresh new life after all that we have been through before.

JUIka + MOIdi

New : We chose to be together forever

Beginning : And start a new life better than our history

1. I love to share story about everything that I found interesting in my life, things that I would like to know everyone else opinion about but not with the intention to hurt others. I called it an ‘Open minded sharing’. This way.. I think I can see colours of the world without the need to travel far. For me.. It’s the people who make the world colourful.

2. There is more than what I can say right now and I will be sharing about all of it gradually.

What am I, @heartbeat1515 doing here in steemit.

I was introduce to steemit by @danieldoughty.
The first time I heard about steemit, I wasn’t even listening carefully. I was actually playing games on my phone(Previously I was a gamer, not a professional one but I do love playing games).
As for today, gaming is much lesser compare to steeming.

He was actually explaining about steemit to my collegue @melindajamulis.
Then I heard him saying, ‘Using steemit you can earn money just by posting stories... anything that you like. "It’s free."
Then… I think to myself, It’s free… maybe I should try it.

I am not a good writer or blogger. The only thing I’m good at is sharing my thought with the hope that I can be a source of Inspirations and motivations to others.

Why? because I once had given up on life. I stopped seeing the beauty in life and wish that life could end as quickly as possible so I won’t have to suffer anymore. But a lot of things had happen and until the day I met my husband… everything change.
I started living again…

I chose the username heartbeat1515 because on the 1st May 2015 which is the day of our marriage is the day that my heart start beating again.
So here I am on steemit…
To share my thought, life and things that I love to do… hoping to inspire others about the beauty in life.

For spending your time to read my simple post.