Sorry to hear that from your husband and that your job pays miserably... it sucks... but I am sure eventually if you stay consistent, you can find success in the steemit platform and cryptocurrency. Nice to meet ya Aliza and hope we can be good friends.^^ Feel free to check my posts to see if anything interests you. I do write cryptocurrency topics as well.
And I also have a new Discord Server for steemians incase you want to join :) We are just getting started but I hope I grow my community lil by lil:
https://discord.gg/QrMQar4