Thank you for sharing. I know it can peek a little at your self-esteem when you put something out there you really feel is worth contributing and it's not relayed back as how you thought it would. I myself have been through that and I think most of us have. All I can say is don't let those things get in your way of what your ultimate goal is. Keep sharing and feel good about the fact that you alone are an actual contribution to the steemit community :)