Jake, this is like really, really good. Do you know that? You express your self very eloquently, and I was laughing at your witty additions to your really serious story. The past is dead, Jake. It literally no longer is. After seven years all the cells in your body are even brand new. I'm sure you have a lot of life experience from this that you can choose to use to your advantage. You can leave the rest behind including any guilt. Look to your very bright future and keep your focus there. I followed you, and I want to post an intro tomorrow. Mine won't be nearly as interesting. It will be about how I watch Real Housewives and am into a bunch of random shit.