Introduce yourself part 3

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The night when my dad died, of course I felt the sadness,and when my dead dad was lying in the house, and his friends went,to embrace our homesickness and sorrow,I found out that he had done so many good things, as told by my father's friends, the stories of neighbors and our relatives on the side of my mother and father and as I listened to their story about my dad,i didn't noticed,that tears poured down my eyes.

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I just dreamed that even though I was crying I could not bring back my father's life, even though I was happy and laughing loudly my dad would not hear him because he was dead, thank God for He gave me the father who worked to work for our future,
A few days ago the lawyer came up with a jeepney and handed him ten thousand pesos, he said the initial payment for my father's death was also to help with expenses and funerals that the first and last day that I saw the lawyer because he did not go back After giving the ten thousand pesos, the cost has reached over thirty thousand pesos, in other words, we are still paying a fee to cover the full cost until my father's burial, and I thought of the man's life for the other is only about ten thousand pesos, because it was our help or payment,
I said to myself because of that event,
I have to earn a lot and become rich,
I did not prioritize and pursue my dream of becoming an engineer,

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I immediately remembered my mother because I knew she would be sad because my dad was dead, at that time I was thinking of how I could help her,
because I knew she would have a hard time on raising my other three younger brothers ,
even though I'm the third,in my mind I want to take the responsibility of being firstborn,
one reason because I know that grade three only studied my mother's no course even though my mother did not finish school,
my mother helped my father to take care of my siblings so I wanted to compensate for his goodness with the help of God,

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by continuing to sell pandesal every morning ,my income is PHP.75.00 per day that was year 1994-96,
an opportunity passed in my mind,
if all people eat pandesal every hour,
because I want to earn big and big and I know it's not possible for my thoughts to happen because it's not okay to eat pandesal hourly or even daily,
at that time my mother receives a laundry to earn, while I was still unable to find and receive any job offers,
thanks be to God, I helped my mother and my three brothers graduated from high school,