Yahallo! Welcome to Hive! It's really hard without a mother on your side especiall when you get sick but you have no choice but to be strong coz no one will take care of you. It's hard but, you are doing great for being strong during those hard times of your life. Marami pang pagsubok ang darating and who knows, kung sinong andyan para sa'yo, but, as you experience those, you get more stronger as the time passes by, you become braver. If no one is there for you, just talk to Him, surely, even a little, He can help you too. Just fighting lang. And now that you're here on Hive, sanag mag enjoy ka rin. Good Luck!