New here just introducing myself

Hi everyone, I am new here and still trying to figure stuff out. Even with reading some stuff on here things still may be going on my head. Yeah, sometimes the light bulb can be a wee taste slow coming on. Eventually it will all come together for me and will understand it. I'm introducing myself only because I saw a tag call that. I finally figured out what the little pencil thingy ma jig is up in the left corner. I guess to write with, so here I am writing this.

I never heard of Steemit and Dtube until sometime in September. I think I was on Youtube when I saw something about Dtube. Not sure because I surf the internet a lot, then may run into things that grab my interest. I wanted to try Dtube and post my happy birthday videos that I make. I do have a Facebook page where I do that at. But well sometimes I just want to branch out and try new things. I will be posting on things that makes me happy and of interest to me. Maybe someone out here in Dtube land will find it interesting as well or not. I don't even understand how you make money on here. But that really don't matter to me. I mean if it happens fine, if not that is fine as well. I could use some extra money living on this small fixed disability check just to keep it real with you. But I don't understand how you do that on here...so I am not going to worry all about that. I just will share things that are in my heart that I am passionate about. That being hbday videos, Cbd oil, spiritual encouragement writings from Pastor Osteen and maybe my bracelets and hats I make sometimes. I do like it that you can share what you want that is why I am drawn to this. I hope the people out here are positive. I love that in life and to try to find the bright spots in life. You just have to choose to look for it. So I am praying and hoping I have a good experience out here with people that I may run into out here.

I tried Youtube before but sometimes the people on there with their rude comments just be so disheartening at times. Then I end up blocking people or disabling comments. I don't have time my people being rude, nasty and negative. I don't need that in my life, ok and don't want it. It's so easy for people to be rude hiding behind the computer just being fouled. I don't want no part of people like that. Yeah I can be a wee taste sensitive at times. I like to keep it positive in real life so I will not be online being foolish and downing others. and being nasty and rude, no thanks! It's just not right as far as I am concerned. But yeah I like to be positive in life and uplift people spirit not try to bring them down. If you have nothing nice to say it's best to say nothing instead of trying to hurt people spirit. I don't like that at all. Yeah I'm no one momma, yeah I know but this is me.

I'm not new to the internet. I am not a spring chicken and have been online since 1994. So yeah I'm middle age lady. How old, never mind but yeah old enough, lol. Yeah I'm a wee taste silly and country bumpkin too. But yeah when I was younger I was trying to be older and now I'm older and don't like to say my age. Yeah go figure. So to not be lying I just be mums on that. Anyway, I got 2 grown children and 2 grandsons; 4 and 1 years old. The internet have been a blessing for me, especially when I became disabled 20 years ago. I lost a lot in life, people went out my life, some pass on and I became a hermit . I was not able to work anymore. As years went by I found myself feeling depressed and worthless in life. But I started learning different programs on my computer and its like someone took over my body and I was making videos....no I'm not crazy. But I self-taught myself how to make videos and I love making happy birthday videos that's all. When I started doing that and made a fanpage on FB it really gave me a purpose in life again. I wanted to make sure people are thought of on their special day, that only comes once a year. So someone can send their family or friends one of the happy birthday videos I make if they like from my fanpage.

I suffer with chronic severe nerve damage pain, but at that moment when I am in creating mode, all that don't matters and I feel so good inside. It's like being creative is like some kind of therapy for me. At that moment I can block out the pain somehow and not let it bother me. So I am blessed that I have the gift to be creative. It helps me to deal and make it through this life. Well, time to shutty I have run my chops enough for now. That's all I like to share. I am a writer at heart. I rather write to people instead of face to face stuff. I have always been very shy in life. Well, just saying. Looking forward to having a positive fun experience on here. Have a great day, toodles!! ()