"I have not tired of the wilderness; rather I enjoy its beauty and the vagrant life I lead, more keenly all the time.
I prefer the saddle to the streetcar and star-sprinkled sky to a roof, the obscure and difficult trail, leading into the unknown, to any paved highway, and the deep peace of the wild to the discontent bred by cities.
Do you blame me then for staying here, where I feel that I belong and am one with the world around me? It is true that I miss intelligent companionship, but there are so few with whom I can share the things that mean so much to me that I have learned to contain myself.
It is enough that I am surrounded with beauty....
Even from your scant description, I know that I could not bear the routine and humdrum of the life that you are forced to lead. I don't think I could ever settle down. I have known too much of the depths of life already, and I would prefer anything to an anticlimax."
In a letter 'Everett Ruess'.
yaah you have known too much of the depths of life already, that great inspiration ! thanks you!
I would retreat to the woods myself if not for this crazy libido that I have :/