Wow. Where do I start? This is the only place I visit where the people have such thoughtful insights, and obviously I have been gone too long. You're right, what is "normal"? Normal is what they tell us to be. Normal is ignorant and shallow. You think critically and rightly so, whereas I've been out here so long that I forget my worth in the mist of all the conformity. I latched onto this diagnosis as if it were a life saver to rescue me from the discomfort of it all. That said, it would be nice to at least pretend every once in a while to get by and avoid the negative energy from others. I am so glad you hold me in high regard still too! Thank you for this! :D