I only started becoming aware about 3 years ago and I admit I went into shock. I could not believe all the terrible news unfolding so suddenly. For instance, I bet you have not heard of the Kalergi Plan
Read it, it willl explain a lot that you cannot understand at this time:
http://balder.org/judea/Richard-Coudenhove-Kalergi-Practical-Idealism-Vienna-1925.php
I will be doing some posts for the purpose of explaining, rather than just giving the news.