I've maxed out

in #hive7 months ago

Photo of the day:

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Seeing the sun set...

One of the things that I love to do is experiment. And one of the things I like to experiment on is myself. Today I have accepted where my limit is currently at. The biggest win is that it doesn't come at as a steep cost that it would have come 5 years ago. The biggest loss is that it means going back to the drawing board.

Each experiment does always come with a lesson, and once you accept that lesson as something that makes life easier (instead of making it into a failed attempt) you can continue to grow.

I do feel that at some point in time, I will have to convert this pseudo-profound wisdom into actual in-depth learnings that actually help others. But that requires time and commitment, that currently has been reserved specifically for skills I've already established my expertise in and I'm paid for to share. Which brings me to a question that I've asked to others multiple times before:

Am I a philosopher or a specialist?


Today, I went 13 out of 20. Now considering if it could indeed easily have been 15.

And what that meant? Maybe, I'll share it tomorrow.
Or tomorrow will be a totally different freewrite. Who knows.

#lobi
@jeanlucsr