~(29/10/2025) ✨🐶💔🇺🇲My most painful loss~ 🇪🇦Mi pérdida más dolorosa🦴🐕🍂✨

🇺🇲Greetings community, today I will tell you about our love story and how, due to circumstances beyond our control, we had to separate. 🕊️🥺

🇪🇦~Saludos comunidad, hoy les contaré de nuestra historia de amor y como por circunstancias ajenas a nuestra voluntad tuvimos que separarnos. 🕊️🥺

🇺🇲But before I get into context, I want to tell you something about his life before he came to me. He was the third of a litter, and all of the others were adopted except him. Because of that, he would have ended up on the street, but a kind soul saw his fate and decided to take him home. Shortly after, however, that person did not take responsibility for the life they had taken in, keeping him in poor conditions in an isolated place that was almost as small as he was, since he was just a baby.

🇪🇦~Pero antes de entrar en contexto quiero contarles algo de su vida antes de llegar a mi. Él fue el tercero de una camada, todos fueron adoptados menos él, debido a eso terminaría en la calle pero un alma noble antes de mi vio su destino y decidió llevarlo a casa, pero poco tiempo después esa persona no se hizo cargo como responsabilidad que tomo por esa vida, lo tenía en condiciones precarias; en un sitio aislado casi pequeño como lo era él ya que tan solo era un bebé.

🇺🇲I could see where the little puppy lived because I looked after a neighboring property. As the days went by, I noticed that they only fed him mango shells and he had lots of ticks, so I started giving him food and milk and removing the ticks. The neighbors didn't notice, or at least I thought so, as they were hardly ever there. One day, the mother of the young woman who owned that little puppy contacted me to give him up for adoption because she noticed that someone was feeding him and looking after him. I wasn't sure about having him in my life; I had never had a dog before, but what I didn't know was that his presence would be a wonderful experience because I ended up falling in love with him. We were a family for three years until it was just him and me. We lived alone for two years, and since I didn't have a permanent place to stay, I had to leave him with my mother for a while. During that time, I visited him and we went for walks. Until I was able to move to a more stable place with a partner I had, and we decided to talk to the landlord so I could have him back by my side. We were a beautiful family. We would go out for bike rides, and he would ride in a basket that was adapted for him. That was the part of the day that excited him the most when he saw that we were going out. I had unforgettable moments with him. He taught me that unconditional love exists, to be patient, and to know that I was not alone in life because I had his company. Even though he is no longer physically here, I know that his presence is still with me, even if I cannot see him.

🇪🇦~Podía ver donde habitaba ese pequeño cachorro porque cuidaba una propiedad vecina. Con el paso de los días, me di cuenta que solo le daban de comer cáscaras de mango y tenía muchas garrapatas, así que empecé a darle comida, leche y a quitarle las garrapatas. Los vecinos no se dieron cuenta, ya que casi nunca estaban allí o eso pensaba yo. Un día, la madre de la joven propietaria del cachorro se puso en contacto conmigo para darlo en adopción porque se había dado cuenta que alguien lo alimentaba y lo cuidaba. No estaba segura de quererlo en mi vida, nunca había tenido un perro, pero lo que no sabía es que iba a ser una experiencia maravillosa, porque acabé enamorándome de él. Fuimos una familia por tres años, hasta que sólo quedamos él y yo. Vivimos solos durante dos años y como no tenía un lugar permanente donde quedarme, tuve que dejarlo con mi madre por un tiempo. Durante ese período, lo visitaba y salíamos a pasear. Hasta que pude mudarme a un lugar más estable con una pareja que tenía, y decidimos hablar con la propietaria para tenerlo de nuevo a mi lado. Éramos una hermosa familia, salíamos a dar paseos en bicicleta y él iba en una cesta adaptada para él. Esa era la parte que más le emocionaba del día cuando veía que íbamos a salir. Pasé momentos inolvidables con él. Me enseñó que el amor incondicional existe, a ser paciente y a saber que no estaba sola en la vida porque tenía su compañía. Aunque ya no está físicamente aquí, sé que su presencia sigue conmigo, aunque no pueda verlo.

🇺🇲He was a Chihuahua dog, and he passed away almost two years ago, on February 4 last year to be exact. A few days before that date, he began to develop a severe infection in his teeth due to his age. He was already eight years old, and his breed tended to suffer from dental problems in old age, something I was unaware of at the time. We took him to a veterinarian who told us that we had to extract all his teeth and clean the ones that could be saved, but the cost of that operation was approximately $200. We looked for other options, but the price varied between a little more and a little less. Due to our financial situation, we couldn't afford the operation, so inevitably, due to his advanced infection, he passed away on the afternoon of February 4. I still have to work to forgive myself for not having done more for him, and I can't help but write these lines without tears welling up in my eyes. When a loved one leaves you, it's as if your mind stops for a moment, as if your heart were taken out and you saw it beating outside of you with a suffocating feeling, as if you were gasping for breath. And in that very instant, you travel back to all the moments you lived with them, and although I can no longer hug them, I am certain that they are still by my side, offering me their wonderful company; I am very fortunate to have been part of their life. I will love you in this life and in all lives, my son, thank you for everything you taught me. Forever you and me, my Bonsai. ♥️🔥

🇪🇦~Era un perro chihuahua y falleció hace casi dos años, el 4 de febrero del año pasado para ser exactos. Unos días antes de esa fecha, comenzó a desarrollar una infección grave en los dientes debido a su edad. Ya tenía ocho años y su raza solía sufrir problemas dentales en la vejez, algo que yo desconocía en ese momento. Lo llevamos al veterinario, quien nos dijo que había que extraerle todos los dientes y limpiar los que se pudieran salvar, pero el coste de la operación era de aproximadamente 200 dólares. Buscamos otras opciones, pero el precio variaba entre un poco más y un poco menos. Debido a nuestra situación económica, no pudimos permitirnos la operación, por lo que, inevitablemente, debido a su avanzada infección, falleció la tarde del 4 de febrero. Todavía tengo que trabajar para perdonarme por no haber hecho más por él, y no puedo evitar escribir estas líneas sin que se me llene los ojos de lágrimas. Cuando un ser querido te deja, es como si tu mente se detuviera por un momento, como si te sacaran el corazón y lo vieras latir fuera de ti con una sensación sofocante, como si te faltara el aliento. Y en ese mismo instante, viajas a todos los momentos que viviste a su lado, y aunque ya no puedo abrazarlo, estoy segura de que sigue a mi lado, ofreciéndome su maravillosa compañía; soy muy afortunada de haber formado parte de su vida. Te amaré en esta vida y en todas las vidas, hijo mío, gracias por todo lo que me enseñaste. Para siempre tú y yo, mi Bonsái. ♥️🔥

🇺🇲I send you hugs of light in the distance🤗

🇪🇦~Te mando abrazos de luz en la distancia🤗

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