So sorry for your loss, its so hard to let them go and as you say in all the daily actions we are used to over years, this loss can even be feeled in our bodies.

Maybe after a while, when the grief calmed down a little, you wanna set her a memory in the Hive Memorial Community. Feel invited to.
https://ecency.com/hive-152367/@memorialforest/hive-memorial-forest-community-account

All the best there at the other side of the rainbow bridge pretty Lana 🙏