Your story touched me, my dear @nikv !
But as it was already written here: what did not kill us makes us stronger.

Parents, and not only yours, make mistakes in raising their children.
Some do not have experience, others commit them in their youth, as they are not yet able to realize the mistakes in their actions.

Or maybe this is something given in life to every child and it makes some sense.

I wish you to have in your life devoted to you and people who love you!
❤️