Live your grief as best you can Namiks, there is no right method for it is what everyone decides is good for themselves.
You were talking about the stars and when you say that in the future they could disappear I thought I would remind you of this, we humans are all made up of stardust, our whole composition from our blood to our skin, everything, everything! has stardust in it, so some of those dots will go away, but even some of them will be with us always.
Just as it allows us to understand that maybe we are just one of those points in the sky, that's why we don't disappear completely, part of us is still up there somewhere where Myah probably is.
I hug you friend @namiks, don't do anything these days, just live your pain, better days will come.....
It's difficult since I do have a lot of things happening now, I can't really spend much time finding distractions