Any chance some of that could possibly be due to any homesickness, missing the Philippines Witty?
You are a very vibrant young woman, and have a lot of admirers and people who love you, and are willing to lend an ear (without the actual cutting it off to send it to you though 😁) and listen to your rant, and don't forget that we have the family in the Terminal to listen as well, that is what we do! ❤️