Life always throws some things at us even when it might not be for us but then we just have to stay strong through it even when we feel very sure that it is not for us. I learned so much while reading this and I just agree with you on most of the things you said.
Job in the Bible made us to understand that a man born of a woman is of few days and despite the fact that it is of few days, it is also filled with troubles, not even trouble. I don't know how you feel life is treating you now but one advice I can give to you is, always try to voice out your feelings and try to live the best out of life.
Life is short and our main purpose should be to please God first and then ourselves before our neighbors, if we don't do these things then it will be even more hard for us.
Thank you so much for sharing these words with us, I hope you feel better dear. I'm sending you hug, I hope it makes you smile small...
Thank you for these words and for your love. I'm grateful Hope.
You're always welcome Sam 🥰