I would say time heals and just let it happen. When both of you are ready, it will happen. When you force things, it will not get any better. I also really wish you could communicate with them openly as to not build any more resentment, but sadly if you are raised that way it's really really hard to just talk openly. If you can talk to them through text, it might be better and do it if you want to. But tbh personally if the other doesn't want to ask forgiveness I would say "fuck that 😂" but I'm also torn with "life is short".

I don't know what your full experiences are and only you can judge the situation, but remember you deserve RESPECT as well. You DON'T owe them anything. They chose to have a child and it's their responsibility to raise you.

I'm also going low contact with my parents and no contact atm with my dad. I just don't tolerate abuses anymore.. But I speak like this cos I'm in a better situation and comfortable place. I hope you can find a safe place as well and peace for yourself. We're here if you need us bai <3