Holy sh*t. Looks like this nightmare never ends. I'm really sorry they treated you, everyone else and everything like they did. You did not need that last stab for sure. It'll take time to recover and please seek for help as it may be better if you have a professional to assist you on your journey of recovery. This is too much to process on your own. I wish I could help you though. Please keep writing as well. Take care my dear friend 🤗❤️
This here helps me so much already 🤗.
The thing with professional help is that I live in Germany. Everything is complicated here and takes months. Plus I have no ways to get around. I get my license back in April but live on top of a hill, rather remote. Makes things even more complicated for me. I have 8 weeks to figure how to keep my place but can't afford it. To find a new place in Germany to live and that is affordable and allows dogs is almost impossible if you have no Vitamin B.
I know things will fall into place but I was just about to sort and start my own business and what and now back to zero and below.
Like I would think that the past 3 years have balanced my previous-life-bad- karma-account to null 😅.
It may be difficult to get professional help and you may need to wait months, but it's still better than nothing. Please think about it and try to make the necessary arrangements.
I truly hope something will occur regarding accommodation as well. After all that bad, something good has to happen. Let's hope the worst is over. Keeping my fingers crossed for you. 🤞