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Thank you for these kind words.. I was a bit hesitant to share what I’m feeling so I didn’t really inform my family and friends about it.. I thought posting at dawn would mean no one would bother to read but I guess not.. Also, when I feel so emotional, I tend to write it down to at least help me calm down..

Writing helps me too. I found reading what I wrote over and over helps me calm down as well.
Sending hugs 🤗