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RE: Phase 1: Shock

I'm a lone wolf right now and really digging it. Needed it to heal from a lot of stuff, so hopefully you get that, too. But also right now your shit is absolutely bonkers. I'm hoping that as it un-bonkers you find more comfort and clarity. Also, do you have someone, anyone, in whose arms you can cry? Besides Joy's, his arms are too short to hold you.

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 2 years ago  

Sounds sad, but I'm alone with my shit. José is there for now. Him and Maik were my close circle. Everyone else is more friends with my sis, they already hinted to me that it is not about me but my sister. Which is 100% fine, but yah, I don't have a support system in that regard. I do, but it is just José and he is going to leave sometime soon. I'm trying to write sth today because since yesterday I crumble along. My own personal pressure is almost too much to bare for me....even for me. Since 3 years I have no time to breathe, just managing through the shit I find myself in. But at least I had my buddies. Now Joy is my light but he is not doing too well either. Shit shit shit...I'm gonna draw a shit pic expressing my situation...love that you are my pee pee shit what comes along bro here...